what next

it is night
i took the morning pill by mistake
now i feel i must get up
i wonder how my body feels
what it wants to do
which decision it made
should i stay awake
should i prepare to sleep
will my body help my brain
in collaborating
on what to do next?
will they quarrel
then who will win?
all i'm doing now is watching both
body and mind
hello! 
is there anybody in there!
to tell me what to do
who am i
who are you
reader
do you have a clue
on what is to be made?
 

to make a long story short

This is a story about a person who turns schizophrenic in a holistic manner that he starts to acquire magical abilities and farsighted vision which make him believe he is everything and everybody in the same time. he also starts answering any question and finds that he can know and perceive anything. His change turns so powerful that he becomes known over the Internet. Some people find him online and start exchanging him as a meme. The meme becomes so powerful that everybody becomes a sort of a messiah after getting exposed to the meme over some period of time.

right now

Right now

On Earth

The temperature is high

Enough to hide my high fever

From you

When you come around

I could be sweating tears

In disguise

How wonderful that I will look this strong

At your sight

The fan is off

I left it in the other room

Waiting for my makeup

To melt

Slowly

On my cheeks

The heat will take over this room

And my thoughts of you

Will melt

I assume

It is only fair

To feel this way

Again

Around

You..

all your

all your poems are belong to me
he said
then he flew
out the window
to the place from which
all my poems
are belong to him

the poets are out

The poets are out

Writing

Tapping into keyboard buttons

Playing with words

Joyful

And I’m still wondering when they are going to leave me alone

So that I can write in peace again

Stop watching me!

Before I try to make something on paper

Can't they?

Is this so difficult to ask for?

this engine sound

Nauseates the fuck out of me

I want them to go

So that I can write something

Anything

I just want to write.

on the road

ex press my self in doors of un known future yet confusion takes over
where is the right thing left to guide the mole
are you sup posed to in vent me on my way
split selves s lightly go in every direct ion that says well come
you have a plan for two
I also have a plan for too
truth de roots into little roads
a long the opening
immanence too heavy
no time for ditch ing nor any thing that is none
we'll get there for the union
our atoms
soon
I hope

pills & you..

i gotta create something
i gotta write
peut être
maybe something will come to mind soon
right now i'm still blocked
under the effect of medication
they said it's good for me
the doctor keeps asking me if i am getting better
better than what?
at least i used to write a little but now there is only the pills
and it's not a good idea to describe them
or get obsessed with them.
but that's the only thing on my mind right now.
pills, pills. just pills.
i want to write about you
how you make me feel
the places where i look for you
how you've disappeared
made me obsessed with finding you
how this thing is gonna get solved
do you like me as much as i like you too?
do you want to see me too?
where are you?
are we still compatible
are we considered best buddies
even that you're not here now.
will you show me a sign that you care?
will you be with me soon?
tell me everything
i want to know all about you.
there is only you for me right now.
and the pills,
which i dislike.
want you to be my pill
i wants to run away with you
inside your texts
your music
your work
i want you to smuggle me in songs
in drinks
in your veins
in your day dreams
can you?
oh, can you?

this new memory sensation

i wonder if you experienced this new sensation after using your iPhone or iPad. you select a link to copy, or a text or a photograph, you click copy over it, then you decide to go do something else. while having your tea let's say, if it crosses your mind that you gotta paste back that link, before going back to your room or office, you have a new sensation. that the link is saved right inside your finger. and you even may look at your finger unconsciously, as a reflex if you're not doing much thinking about it. of course the link you copied is saved on your iPad or iPhone, but yet you can't help but feel it is saved inside the finger with which you touched the screen to copy that link. I personally love it! i'm not sure if you have experienced it as well, and i don't mean to spoil it for you. well actually now maybe you might notice it and say yeah! it happend to me the other day!
this simple new experience made me appreciative of these new inventions, of having something virtual inside your finger, where you know it really isn't there. i'm the type who encourages this kind of new experience, since it means to me that there is always something new to enjoy and experience. life is not boring at all therefore.
i'm already wondering how this experience will be with the new google glasses. i barely watched one video briefly, but i'm already betting on a new sensation that is not only related to the very newness of googling through glasses, but same as i've experienced something new in relation to memory and my finger, i'm expecting a new type of memory that is now related to the eye.